Owwwwwwwwwwww, ouch. OK, if there was ever an argument for staying in the dark about the ex affair partner, this is it. I have of course blocked him on all of my social networking pages. Stupidly I unblocked just to see if he had written on any mutual friends pages. And yes he did. Just yesterday, he wrote that "we have been engaged for almost two weeks now." I don't have anything to say. Just ow. That fucking really hurts. I wish I didn't know it.
Movin on up...
Why are you still married to your husband? They say affairs happen for a reason, and that reason isn't because of the love and quality relationship you have with your husband. You still obviously have strong feelings for someone other than your husband after all this time. I don't get why you stay with him. Just a fallback? A safety net? Also, why didn't you and the AP ever try to start a permanent-type relationship if you felt (and feel) so strongly about him, obviously much stronger than you do your husband?
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