Holidays are Hard

Yes, I am thinking about him more during this time. No, it hasn't weakened my resolve to give up stalking him. I've come to a new realization: he will always be in my heart and in my mind, but something happened this year that made me realize he no longer controls them. Happy holidays to all, and stay strong.


  1. Anonymous11:49 AM

    Well said. My New Year resolution is no more cyber-stalking. I have to let every bit of him go so I can be whole again.


  2. Anonymous2:52 PM

    Does your husband know you were obsessed with your AP this much all this time after it ended? My guess is not seeing as in previous posts you seem comfortable lying to him. Why did you beg your husband to stay? (I'm guessing that's how it happened based on one previous post, though you never said specifically.) I think the decent thing to do would have been to let your husband go so he could have found a woman who really cares about him.