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Reality check

You know the bitch of it all? After all these revelations, all it takes is a sunny summer day to make me want him so bad I can taste it. So bad that body parts get swollen and slick without warning on a drive from point A to point B. Maybe that's too much information, but you ARE reading the dirty and despicable blog, aren't you? This is the truth. Nothing more, nothing less. Even past the one year no contact mark, this can still happen. FYI.

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  1. Anonymous8:54 AM

    Fuck .. after a year that can still happen !!! Noooooo!! Im about to end a brief emotional but intense affair so thought I'd read your blog and youre scaring me already!!!

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  2. Healing and Learning2:51 AM

    Sorry... if it helps, I do not get these anymore, about four years later. Fleeting thoughts at most, easily batted away. Not gripping.

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